The Galactic Report for

October 26, 1947

8:00 PM

Chicago, Illinois

Amy J Volkers Astrological Insights

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Welcome to your Universe! You stand on the threshold of entering previously unknown astrological understanding of the Cosmos. This report includes a comprehensive look at your natal Centaur placements to ensure complete grounding and connection with your home planet, Earth. Your personal connection to the powerful and transformational black holes takes you into a dimension of inner self reflection intended to clarify your essence and your connection with All That Is. Enjoy your journey into the exciting vastness of space!

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Your birth chart interpretation is based on the positions of the planets at the time of your birth. For the benefit of students of astrology, these positions, along with other technical information, are listed below:

Sun 2 Sco 48 Centaurs Interpreted:

Moon 29 Pis 12          Chiron 12 Sco 21 
Mercury 21 Sco 19     Pholus 23 Cap 43
Venus 16 Sco 51        Nessus 9 Tau 45
Mars 14 Leo 16          Asbolus 1 Can 55
Jupiter 0 Sag 37         Chariklo 22 Sco 26
Saturn 21 Leo 21        Hylonome 1 Tau 04    
Uranus 25Gem 55      Neptune 11 Lib 22
 
Heliocentric Planets Intepreted:

Pluto 14 Leo 51             Earth 2 Tau 48
True Node 23 Tau 32    Mercury 21 Pis 03
Asc. 29 Gem 49             Venus 6 Sag 17
MC 5 Pis 07                    Mars 6 Can 24

Tropical Placidus Standard time observed GMT: 02:00:00 Time Zone: 6 hours West

Lat. and Long. of birth: 41 N 51 87 W 39

Conjunction: 5 Deg 00 Min  Trine : 4 Deg 00 Min
Opposition : 5 Deg 00 Min  Sextile : 3 Deg 00 Min
Square :       4 Deg 00 Min  Quincunx: 3 Deg 00 Min

Geocentric planets (Sun,Moo,Mer,Ven,Mar,Jup,Sat,Ura,Nep,Plu), Node, Asc and MC

Conjunctions only to Black Holes with an orb of 3 Deg 00 Min

Moon, Asc, and MC and geocentric and heliocentric Sun, Mercury, Venus, and Mars

Centaurs are asteroids with several properties in common, one of which is that they travel from deep regions of our solar system to within the orbit of Jupiter. They are similar to comets but are larger. The first Centaur discovered was Chiron in the year 1977. Chiron was first thought to be a kind of planet, but is now considered a Centaur by most astronomers.

Now you might be thinking "Oh, gosh! More teensy things to consider in my horoscope. Doesn't the chart have enough going on as it is?" Consider that astrologers use one planet, Venus, to describe the vast areas of love, art, and beauty in our lives. The asteroids add depth and detail to the astrological analysis, enabling us to see more specific issues.

When the first Centaur, Chiron, came to our attention, he was greeted with mixed feelings. Some, considering this body very difficult to define (planet, asteroid, comet?), saw it as a nuisance. Others remained sure of his importance. It would appear that those astrologers possessed a vision of better things to come.

Ultimately, Chiron emerged as a potent teacher, healer, shaman leading us all through previously unremovable wounds - whether psychological or spiritual. His urging to fully invest the spirit in the body and involve oneself in life now stands as the leading wave of soulful healing. His demonstration of the essentiality of relationship between body and spirit now stands accepted, intact and most importantly, significant in all of our personal healing efforts.

Now Chiron has five named Centaur siblings: Pholus, Nessus, Asbolus, Chariklo and Hylonome. Suggestions exists for yet another named body, Pylenor, which is awaiting astronomical nomenclature protocols. Ultimately, all the other Centaurs will receive names as well.

Each Centaur appears with a solution to a common social malady of today's complicated society and associated psychological and psychic backlash. The integration of these bodies provides us with simple, consciousness-oriented ceremonies and healing techniques to enhance our coping skills. The Centaurs restore our sensibilities - literally, our ability to use our senses, emotions and body perceptions - ranging from an instinctive nose to chill bumps - thereby increasing our humanness. In a time when the array of electronic communication and technology decreases our sentient involvement in our lives, the Centaurs appear to restore our senses and sensibilities.

The Centaur clan offers valuable attributes in our everyday life, psychological healing and spiritual growth. Consider the powerful remedies offered by these bodies:

Chiron - healing psychic wounds of rejection, restoring spirit to body

Pholus - overcoming substance abuses, restoring peacefulness of spirit, use of daily ritual

Nessus - defining need and want in money and relationships with healthy balance

Asbolus - development of and use of full intuitive faculties

Chariklo - assessing personal boundaries, both psychologically and energetically

Hylonome - healing grief and regret

As you welcome the primal gathering of Centaurs into your horoscope, you will enjoy enhanced awareness of emotion, passion for life, quest for purpose and sensorial reactions to all situations. Saddle up and ride these tiny, yet potent, bodies, for a celestial journey to self understanding, compassion and well-being. Enjoy!

For those people feeling rejected by parents and carrying that banner throughout life, relief is near. Should you be sensing wounds that simply will not leave no matter what is done, a solution stands near. And if feelings of displacement, alienation and disconnection prevail within yourself, the healer has arrived. Soon, with use of the essence of this relatively new healer, Chiron, the way clears for a stronger sense of self with spirit invested in body. This sense of self works to reestablish healthy relationships with others.

Chiron was the wounded healer, or the healer who wounds. His mode of healing works to bring up the hidden issues, overcome denial, offer penance, then go on in greatness. He was one of the immortals, with a god as a father who rejected the son. The mother disowned him because of his ugliness (half man, half horse). With no place to go, Chiron became an avid learner studying with the great ones, devouring all knowledge. Accidentally wounded at an event using ceremonial wine unceremoniously, his immortality became a liability as the healer could not heal his own wound. He persisted in life feeling pain that he, the healer, could not heal. His pain includes parental rejection, unworthiness and in today's terms, soul loss.

Chiron opted to end the eternal pain at all costs. He took a voluntary task in the underworld, coming out with the ability to ascend to the heavens as granted by Zeus (Jupiter). He represents being able to take on healing directly, clearly and intently. He symbolizes our willingness to go into the caves of consciousness and examine our nature. He grieves, then heals. This powerful healer comes before us encouraging the clearing of all things within our psyche. After this occurs the path opens for our spirits to fully fuse with our physical being.

Healing the feminine spirit rises as your fundamental concern. Simply, this means learn the art of gentle, graceful receptivity. Learn to accept all good things that come to you. Take those things that feed you, nourish you, inspire you and affirm your beauty - inner and outer. Those things that do not feed you, respectfully decline from accepting them. This aspect strongly supports the recognition of your inner creative talents. Creative, being an overworked word, means any artistry you possess (painting, writing, photography etc.), your ability to negotiate peace, your sense of general aesthetics and the value of all tactile contact between people. Your job becomes one of gracefully accepting praise and award. Your teaching becomes one of assisting others in overcoming any sense of inadequacy by digging up all hidden talents. Mastering both applications of his aspect provides you with a knowing of your full and complete feminine side - whether you reside in male or female body.

The arm wrestling effects you sense with others in life actually reside deep within. Your spirit and your ego's attachment constantly do battle with one another. Ego demands attention, seeks recognition for all effort. Ego insists that others perceive the goodness of spirit, which remains in evidence under such displays of insecurity. Your peace in the matter comes with first declaring the purpose of your personal crusade. Simply asking and noting within yourself why you must take this course helps immeasurably. Honestly define your intention. For instance, if you want to save the world, also be clear how important it is that you receive recognition as a humanitarian. Both would be true. This simple acknowledgment awareness brings your inner battle to a stalemate. This point of concession frees the spirit to step forward. Your soul speaks though the notable intention of your energy applied in every life act. Suddenly, miraculously, your personal Red Sea parts. Don't forget to wave as you go on your way.

Periodically things will get jammed. Your personal copy machine of life suddenly fails to produce the same results. It's upgrade time. Usually these upgrades require trained professionals. Do not attempt this at home. So, go see the life clearing, spirit restoring healers, whatever you perceive them to be. Probably right at the start they'll give you a task holding impossible proportions. That's only before you get started. Once underway, things begin to clear. You can see your way. It's all about getting started. Should you not take periodic life reviews with those who can help dissect the unconscious, hang on. Expect that lots of folks in your life will take adversarial roles. They mean you no harm. They simply intend to focus you back on your path where your intention lies. These people are healers in disguise. Actually, they might be the tricksters who point to the cave on the mountain where either the monster or healer lives. They're not really sure who lives there. You won't be sure until you go there. The call is loud. You will find that there is no army to save you. You will also discover there is no outer enemy. Peace within yourself begins to saturate your life. Enjoy the treaty.

Perhaps a sense of listlessness in life encourages one to eat too much or too little. Maybe even taking on alcohol or other substances as a substitute for contentment becomes the way one copes. The Centaur Pholus appears to remind us of what it is that actually lies beneath these physical urges to compensate or over-compensate in life.

Pholus appears at just the right time to remind people of the needs of spirit. While he signifies everything about food and drink, he also stresses the idea that all things intending to nurture our beings remain powerful ceremonies. Pholus indicates diet patterns, especially methods of cooking and even the type of diet including carnivorous or vegetarian ways. His attitude toward drink, most especially alcohol, insists that it be offered ceremoniously. The custom of toasting with wine (or whatever is the alcohol of choice) comes from Pholus. Blessing food symbolizes a Pholus thought. He represents use or abuse of all physical substances, alcohol being the most significant of his concerns.

Ultimately Pholus reminds us of the need to fill our daily lives with those things that are good - and only good - for us. He establishes awareness of necessary limits and requirements. He goes even further in that he offers the reminder (and often a stern one) that your daily routine must include your spiritual drill: saying grace, toasting, a daily meditation, smudging, ceremonial cleansing or whatever comes under his wise and watchful eye. Should things feel out of sorts, offer simpler, reverent acts every day. Watch the restlessness subside and the sense of well-being begin.

You know just the right thing to say. You know the right question to ask. These abilities combine to ensure that others get a clear drift of what you want. Particularly, when you need food, drink, companionship or spiritual guidance, you know how to set it up with what seems like an innocuous statement. You spin what appear to be sequentially logical thoughts that cling to a curvature of consciousness. Similarly, you might be susceptible to the same kind of logical roller coaster. This means you can be persuaded to go beyond what you think is a good idea. While the individual taking the lead claims they only led you where you wanted to go, you allowed yourself to be led. Develop a nose for your comfort scenario. Naturally, you go out of your way to please an important person. But you don't have to engage in what does not serve you. For instance, if you pour someone a glass of wine, you don't need to have one. If you burn a steak for someone rough and tough, yours can still be cooked to medium perfection. This is your quest. Meeting needs you've agreed to accept as your charge compromises none of your needs. For all other ideas - put a cork in them.

You understand the rules of life. You hold a firm grasp of the immutable laws ruling the heavens - and you know exactly how those regulations have an impact on your life. What could be the problem? Will is the problem. Your will seeks to hold a sense that it influences the results of your life. Sometimes, even though you understand the rules of the game of life, you try to bend around one of those guidelines. Usually, this goes nowhere fast. Instead, maybe reframing the basic attitude helps. By exerting your will in life within the principles that guide the heavens and affect all things on Earth, you do contribute to the creation of the outcome of your life. You might as well comply with those irresistible influences you know you'll come around to use anyway - usually after a few bumps on the noggin against proverbial walls of life. Eat well. Stimulate your body in good ways. Pump your blood with exercise. Generate fullness of breath with yoga. And if you're in the mood, surely you can be more creative than that. Above all, adopt a spiritual doctrine. Find a set of beliefs that offer ceremonial ventures you can live with. Use them regularly. And always before time runs out.

Keep chanting change is good as you head into those caverns of consciousness of yours. The easier approach in life would be to perform the shifts needed at the time you realize them. Yeah, and what fun is that? Apparently, based upon your current caving trek, you'd rather build some adequate tension. This way you feel you'll get more out of the experience. While this belief possesses indisputable truth, it's not the easiest path. Bear in mind you perpetually make your own choice as to whether you'll circumvent the storm with a longer distance path, or plunge head on into it with a shorter distance to endure the discomfort of adjusting. Tune your inner clock to sense the precise moment to begin or end any life activity. This sharpening of your wits eliminates the dreaded eleventh hour syndrome. Should you choose the more difficult adventure of altering your life, no one wants to hear you complain about what you must obviously enjoy. Find the bliss whether your pursuit is hit or miss.

A desire to learn virtually every ceremony known in the world surges through your karmic veins. You become an expert in seeking out the latest and greatest teachings available. Consider yourself a consciousness connoisseur. Speaking of connoisseur, you might fancy yourself as a specialist in wine, culinary styles or health regimes. And so you are. The point of these interests or attributes is to contribute to a perfectly fulfilling, balanced, healthy lifestyle. From the physical and emotional to the intellectual and spiritual, your awareness of the total package concept is intact. Acquiring these instincts looks like a trophy case hermetically sealed to protect the precious contents. Contents unused have no value in the external world. In a parallel manner, your acquired knowledge, skills and ceremonial attributes beckon to become part of your destiny profile in life. How could you resist a fate such as that?

It's been said that money and sex are only important when you don't have them. Whether or not this is true is up for grabs. But what we can derive from this saying is that two issues of importance to the human spirit are money and sex. In fact, under extreme circumstances, people can be observed demonstrating the best and worst of human characteristics with these issues at hand. Witness the excited glow of a lottery winner. Look hard to see the collapsed aura of a person dealing with insurmountable debt. Examine the fractured aura of a lover rejected for a younger more attractive partner. Consider the radiant glow of someone newly in love. Watch what happens as people discover that they simply cannot live without a certain thing, economic status or the love person in their life. These issues receive impeccable clarification from the Centaur Nessus.

Nessus refers to a level of desire that goes beyond need. Wanting more, coveting or even qualities of lust fall under his influence. Nessus refers to the two juicy areas of life: monetary matters and intimate relationships. He seeks out the things you unconsciously want but might not be able to articulate. He notes those things you feel you do not deserve, yet crave. First, though, he uncovers urges and desires that may not feel comfortable to your "I am a good person," belief system. But he transforms all negatives if given a chance. He works with you to ensure you enjoy the bounty of your relationship with healthy abundance. Nessus observes your financial state in life, then offers his position on what would really make you feel good in an unlimited way. Ultimately, Nessus' balance would be to have enough money not to need more and not so much that it consumes your time and thoughts.

Nessus is a powerful healer. He insists that you open yourself to the realm of sensuality in life. Smell flowers, taste food, feel the air, enjoy touch, savor success and feel everything fully. He provides the ultimate in healing issues of converting poverty to abundance. He brings about the exchange of lust, shame and guilt for healthy physical enjoyment of life, whether explored intimately with another or in one's relationship with the Creator.

You might be really good at reading energies, auras and detecting the agendas of others. The problem with this gift comes from pointing out your perceptions. You tend to track the shadows. This means you view the real motives of others. While claiming to travel the high road, you know if there's a flaw in the expansion of the awareness overpass underneath your feet. As you point it out, denial will be the probable reaction. In fact, since you saw it, this must be your issue. And maybe it is. Hopefully before you make any comment about anyone's issues, yours look shiny and good. If not, this retort forces you into checking the underbelly of the foundations of your life. Maybe or maybe not the other person will take your perceptions into account. Actually that's not important. The importance comes from fixing structural flaws of yet subtle appearance. These repairs cannot be a cosmetic fix. Illusions wane with time. Strong reenforcing repairs endure. In fact, your perception would be that upon repair it is as if there was never a flaw. Now look at your life with psychic engineering skills making other flaws nonexistent.

Ever have one of those moments in which you went against the flash of insight you received? Such situations become more glaring if life tosses back some sort of difficulty, like exactly the one of which you were forewarned. When you feel like leading the charge up some sort of symbolic mountain to take on a perilous task, do you ever ponder what the outcome might be?

Asbolus, another of our Centaur guides, represents the best in intuitive awareness. Asbolus reflects good counsel given and not heeded, or good advice received and not heeded. Usually the results of not heeding such input become immediately apparent. The urge to veto one of those insightful flashes falls under the visionary gaze of Asbolus. The insight just seemed to be a logical projection. There was nothing psychic about it. "What are the odds of that," Asbolus nudges again. The odds seem high at the moment. He urges absolute attentiveness to futuristic impressions. Stop while you're ahead. No need to take on challenges from an unnecessary argument or death-defying tasks, or push your personal limits. Back off, relax and contemplate.

Asbolus further represents the loss of guidance or wisdom because of alcohol. He points out how judgment, physical and otherwise, degrades when intoxicated. His alternative would suggest that when life feels all-consuming, reinvoke a ceremonial situation to clear the mind. This effort restores strong judgment that supports the spirit and reinstates the intuitive faculties to full potency. Regardless, following intuition remains his determined influence.

Hang up the shingle. It reads: Augur and Seer. What a way to make your mark in the world. You shine light upon the need for eliminating all shadows. Funny thing about those dark, blind spots. They wane when you reveal the core of your own light and energy. But they follow you with inseparable dedication if you do not. You're one of those "climb to the summit" people. Do you climb the highest mountain for the sake of climbing? Never. You climb to see what you can see. You climb to be closer to the Sun and all its good. You do notice refreshing separation from others as you find the greater heights. Not everyone is equipped for higher altitude journeys. Not everyone can go with you. Choose companions who share your kind of lungs. Simply, walk with those who choose to see the bigger picture. Those who do not yet know about this picture, show them your snap shots. Do not bore them with the entire slide show. Just give them enough of a glimpse to inspire their seeing and seeking. That's what the wisest of the seers knows to do.

Your guts and head argue over who has the latest news from the intuition wire service. Your guts say that sensitivity is the key. The guts claim that your other intuition comes from bias, logic and scrutiny. The more mental intuition rebuts that feelings can't be trusted. The unreliability of guttural instincts stands out with glaring documentation. Actually, both are right. Each form of intuitive faculty has its attribute and place. Using both in tandem offers double coverage and protection. Usually, they don't show up at the same time. As soon as one intuitive clue pops up, the other mode points a finger noting the frailty of the insight. Checks and balances come to mind. When you get a blast for a mental insight send it into the visceral viewfinder. And conversely, to be sure. Combining both forces in your life ensures an impeccable tracking with your emotional best interest mindfully at heart. This aspect does lean more heavily toward the emotional intuition. Actually, using the mental intuition might guarantee satisfactory emotional outcomes with higher reliability. It's classic - it's head versus heart. In heartfelt matters, keep your head.

Hard lessons are not easy to take. Easy lessons offer no perceivable value. Your cave of dragons requires that you fight off these reptilian ideas. You claim the ultimate desire to repress nothing, most especially the spring-like propellant of your spirit's urges. Repressing any instinct, you claim, retards the spirit. Then again, a teacher might point out, going against those things that support your spirit would be retarded. Your job would be to add retardant to your reservations. Any time you get that inner sensation that cues your instincts into jumping up to the next level of quantum awareness, use your reserves. Employ the reserved understandings of consciousness. Use the stirring within before engaging in pursuits that do not respect your highest aspirations. The challenge of this aspect remains profound. All the while you know the best thing to do. When you know you'd better not, you think better of these things. Then you think better and stronger thoughts because you want to do so. Mobilize the more than ample reserves of realizations.

Your agenda states that you only want to shed light on the path. Others declare that you're more than a pain to be around - complication follows you. "It's only a party - what could go wrong," they argue. Pretty much everything. You've got the picture. If the picture you paint for others disagrees with their desired course, expect some disharmony to arise. Trust your painting. Meanwhile, work to preserve yourself and your sensibilities in the matter. Focus on what can go wrong and avoid it. Just because the rest of the family gets on an airplane with an engine dangling from the wing, doesn't mean you need to follow. Peer influence can offer you an obstacle or two on the pathway of impeccable perception. No matter, you know the real deal. By following the knowing you possess, you too, become the real deal. Slowly, others learn of your intuition. They consult you. And to your chagrin, they don't always follow the counsel. You did what you could. Paint very clear pictures. Operate within the best frameworks of option oriented, multiple choice scenarios for life. Start by picking to what degree you agree to use your insights.

Insight and inspiration is your business. You know just how to give it to someone else, too. You realize that much of what you have to offer differs from their expected agenda. You're working to point out a smoother, less stressful course. This redirection, though beneficial, requires removing elements of emotional investment. So you get excited, enthused and inspired. You share the huge big picture you see, possibly in an embellished version. No matter. What can be perceived can be created. That still is your professional and personal dictum, is it not? So expand what could/should be imagined. This would bring a larger response. You might as well be surprised with the good that comes from your insights as much as those who receive them. Since insight and inspiration is your business, deliberately catching the crest of surging, inspired waves, expands your business. Can you imagine that?

In today's world, the term "boundary" defines the receptivity we have to others or the resistance we put up to others. When encountering new people, what is your criteria for establishing connection? Does it work? If you are pushing away people you'd like to have in your life, perhaps resetting your boundaries is in order. If you're experiencing conflict with a friend, family member, co-worker, boss or your mate, perhaps redefining your boundaries would help. But where do you go for understanding these instinctive urges and reactions you're having to others? Help is at hand.

Chariklo, the sea nymph wife of the powerful healer Chiron, connects you with your greater unconscious and soul urges. She represents your awareness of both your emotional and spiritual boundaries. And in so doing, she works to improve all your relationships by clarifying what is and what is not acceptable to your spirit. Your emotional boundary would be how close you permit another person to stand near you, whether consciously interacting or not. It would also show up as your claim of your physical and emotional needs from another person. She further represents your receptivity to the emotional claims/demands of others.

The spiritual boundary carries the urge for divine kinship. Here you seek someone with common causes, inspired aspirations and shared views of the Universal - a real kindred spirit. These separate boundaries may or may not be the same dimension. And they might be different with every person you meet. Chariklo represents the qualities of compassion, tolerance and forgiveness in unlimited proportion. She questions intent and examines motivation in a gentle, curious manner. She encourages you to start with yourself. Check intent and motive. If it feels good, proceed. If it does not bring a warm sense within its midst, then make corrections.

She bears the sacred marriage between body and soul. Chariklo represents the wedding known as the acceptance of one's spirit by the body. She offers soul retrieval and recovery, bonding ceremonies and energetic healing as her clarity-producing gifts. This clarity opens the doors for shedding the light of understanding toward all people. Then, you are clear to become a vehicle of helping others understand their own boundaries by your shining example.

You can begin your understanding of the conditions in your life by asking good questions. The most important question would be, "What did you mean by that?" After receiving a hopefully satisfactory answer, state how you took it. Within the nature of your close-at-hand personal relationships, this simple effort creates ongoing clarity and ease. Your verbal work also includes declaring your position in any life scenario. State accurately what you will or will not do. Attend with a higher degree of awareness to those things that generate that odd stirring feeling in the digestive tract. That's an alert that you're seeing some bugs in there. The extermination effort gains success by shining your mental flashlight in all your nooks and crannies, consciously seeking out those culprits. Then the eliminating spray, should it be needed, can be efficiently applied. Establish mental distinctions between your up close and personal area and your outer world perimeters. This discernment enables your comments about how and where you need someone in your life to be read clearly. And better yet you are heard. Prepare yourself for one other part of the agenda. Consider yourself a cartographer of consciousness. Help others literally diagram their own space so they interact with the universes of others without collision.

Face the fact that you know when you're stepping over the line. Accept the fact that it is your decision to do so. The results you get from others strongly reflect the way you take these giant, potentially encroaching steps. The reactions reflect the energy you emit as you make your encounters close. There are rules that society follows. True, many of these rules hold antiquated agendas no longer relevant in our now sophisticated society. Consider whether your non-compliance rectifies the rules. Chances are if you go up against these rules, the reason they were created polarizes deeper into the subconscious mind of your co-participants and society. Seems like if you want the rules to change, you need to change them - not break them. Your challenge comes from recognizing what relational liabilities you see affecting you in the "rules." Point out the frailties with improved solutions. Use the solutions to set the new course. Follow this course with diligence, thoroughness and the richness of your tractable energy of confidence and credibility. Indeed, this puts ink to the paper for the new protocols to appear.

Your sensibilities recall a simpler, saner time in the world. Part of your nature laments for the good old days. A better idea exists in this profile. How about reinstating the idealism and attributes of the good old days? The view of the good old days held here refers to a more civilized time in societal structure. During this time emotional well-being prevailed. The importance of healing, especially on a psychic level, stood in high regard. Part of your nature possesses an uncanny instinct for sensing how life was lived in these times. Your natural tendency gives others the benefit of the doubt. After all, your spirit notes, you've certainly had your less than stellar moments. This realization provokes your urge to step in and remind others of similar things. "Walk a mile in their shoes," often finds its way out of your mouth. Others might accuse you of being traditionally retentive or idealistic as to what really happened way back when. Your point remains, if things don't work right now, why not consider some alternatives that worked before?

When losses of life, failures or those things not attained override one's sense of hope, the Centaur Hylonome receives a request for appearance. Should the fiscal losses and relational despair feel overwhelming, call out to this feminine Centaur. When distraught over the ending of a relationship in which you had no control over the outcome, use Hylonome.

Hylonome lost her mate during a Centaurian debacle. She was so distressed and unwilling to cope after his death, that she thrust herself on the spear that killed him. So, she appears in our lives not as an indication of hopelessness, but to provide the will to overcome the mountain of insurmountable grief. She appears to provide hope in the darkness of loss. She encourages grief, howsoever painful. She promises that if you let yourself feel the scary feelings of personal, emotionally thick endings, that you will, in time, feel relief.

Whether consciously or not, persons with strong Hylonome aspects function as grief counselors. They offer hope and encouragement to all downtrodden sorts. Of course, to be able to render such precise care, they first must have shed the negativity of all losses perceived in their own life first. These people encourage rebuilding of self-esteem, repair diminished egos and point out a healthy spiritual self-sufficiency.

Where is compassion and sensitive support when you need it? Why does it seem that when encountering a black hole of feeling that just about everyone showing up tells you to get over it? There's no sympathy. That's true. You get no sympathy. You do get empathy. If you can accept empathy for what it is, you will find others reaching to soothe you in times of need. These people, though, will not coddle you. They do not support self-indulgent pity. They are there if you need them for real emotional leaning. They tell you to feel and get over it. The phrase, "get over yourself," works well here. Is your sense of self so slim that another person can deflate the remains of your spirit by taking something emotionally important? Do you believe you are so all powerful that you, single-handedly, rule the fate of another person's emotional gratification? Your external support system shows up to help you through these agendas as well. Typically, the work takes the form of an unsolicited, confronting manner. As they do their greatest work with you, take notes. It won't be long before the Universe calls to spread the word about emotional reality. Summon your expertise, remembering the clear line between sympathy and empathy.

You firmly belief in the principles of shedding grief and remorse. You also contend that such releases do not occur intellectually. The freedom results from the profound experience of holding a terse feeling and realizing how and when it tears away from containing your being. So, you know all the good likely to come from such things. What are you waiting for? If you have stuff on your schedule of healing, seems like it's time to make the appointment. Then, make no feeble excuse for canceling or delaying the session. Your dog will be so pleased that you're going to heal, he will not eat your appointment card. Get started. For you, the initial hump of healing is the worst part. Once you arrive, you'll relax and settle into the process. This remains true even and especially if you determine you alone will lead yourself in all necessary healing protocols. Do not delay. Heal all the fray and get back to knowing that good feelings follow the release of the expectation of emotional doom. Knowledge is power.

Funny how it works. People come your way asking for your consolation. Your consolation, whether offered in words of comfort, a hug or a knowing, silent nod, creates a crisis of feeling. People approach you thinking you're going to make them feel better. Instead you stir up exactly what they don't want to feel. What's up with this? Healing is up with this. You provoke whatever needs to come out. All the while you stand at the ready eager to serve with touch, comfort and the holding of space. After a while, people get the idea. You help them clear. And as this cycle spirals within its own increasing circle, more people arrive seeking the program you have. The same principles apply to you on a daily, no twice daily, okay a half dozen times day, frequency. You know how to comfort yourself into letting go of the stress, trauma and feelings of the day. Like clockwork, you clear. So, you end an emotional cycle at the end of each day, beginning a new cycle upon the following dawn.

Black holes offer one of the most compelling mysteries of modern astrophysics, and as a result, to modern astrology as well. These powerful enigmas maintain a relatively constant position in space. When in contact to a natal horoscope either to the Earth based geocentric (the more common system which can be measured either in the tropical or Vedic/sidereal systems) or the Sun centered heliocentric chart, they fill in a huge missing piece of traditional astrological interpretation. Black holes often add a dimension to either the psychological or spiritual profile of the birth chart.

Most simply, a black hole is the result of a decaying star. When the star wanes it exceeds a proper proportion of nuclear furnace abilities and explodes into a Supernova. The explosion throws stellar matter and debris far out into space. There, it slows and begins to cool. The cooling process induces contraction. Over time, the gas and matter collapses back toward what was once the core of the "progenitor" star. After a short millennium or so, the contraction forces an accelerating and irreversible collapse. The star falls back in upon itself literally punching a hole in the fabric of the Universe. At this point, infinite gravity, density of space and compression of time results.

A black hole contains two components: the event horizon and the singularity. These look like the shape of a horn. The inner part of the horn would be correlate to the singularity. The outer edge of the horn's bell would be the event horizon.

At the event horizon, entry into the black hole becomes unavoidable. The gravitational pressure is so intense that not even light can escape - thus, the term black hole. Also at the perimeter time stops. Outside the black hole is time as we monitor it. Inside the black hole time moves in the opposite direction. Similarly, matter can not escape. It become crushed into energy as it falls into the singularity.

At the singularity there is an infinite curvature of space and time and infinite gravitational compression. Everything falling inward simply converts from matter to energy. What matters, literally, becomes lightened up.

Surrounding the black hole, because of this violent consuming nature, the atmosphere heats up to millions of degrees in temperature. This energizes surrounding space causing the emission of X-Rays and Gamma Rays while rendering a blue shift of light, the apparent approach of light to the observer.

It is from these physical images that we derive our first look into the interpretive qualities of the black hole. There often exists a well documented period between the black hole source and the star it consumes. This creates an energy "biorhythm" of sorts for the person in contact to the black hole. While feeling like a physical effect it originates in the person's own electro-magnetic energy field usually called the aura, chi (life force) or basic flow of the spiritual Kundalini energy flow. The pulse of the X-Ray duration affects a person as well. This burst of penetrating energy establishes an attention cycle requiring extreme discipline. In the most extreme black hole players the pulses range from 283 (4 minutes 43 seconds) to 529 seconds (8 minutes 49 seconds).

The X-Rays produce a perceptive, non-judgmental, introspective inner looking ability. Each black hole person has the ability to literally look through another person. The desire is only to see what the other person (or one's self) is all about at the core soul level.

These people warp time and space. They are able to go back and forth in consciousness between varying levels of reality. Known for spacing out, such a person actually tracks information of other Universal Realities. The difficulty remains bringing back the insights. Remember, nothing can come out of a black hole. So a person must strive to record the awareness of another realm into the consciousness, perhaps at the cellular level, so it is indelibly retained. Then the awareness becomes usable in the real world.

The ability to "imagine" future circumstances, events, inventions or even societies goes with the black hole. So does the ability to "recall" what occurred long ago. A person with many black hole contacts standing on an historic site can feel, see and sense what happened as if it is happening to them at the moment. They can also pre-perceive reality, imagine progress for humanity or define a future invention in their mind, possibly "causing" the necessary awareness to create the invention.

The gravity of the black hole, particularly with the Supermassive Black Holes, quickly develops a following. Once an intention goes out to draw energy, attention and resource, a following quickly surrounds the black hole person. Sometimes these people are described as irresistible. On a more subtle level, the person seems to be placed in a central position as a matter of drill whether relating to a work group, humanitarian concern or social sphere.

The ultimate effort of the black hole refers to one's unavoidable destiny or "dharma" in the world. They unconsciously seek to draw everything to them that fulfills the greatest intention for their life. Possible of great impact, the person strong in black hole connections unconsciously aspires to create the greater good for the world and usher in a time of great global progress.

Enjoy your personal journey in these previously indescribable dimensions! Follow your own lead with each awareness received.

You can question whether or not this relationship does something for your spirit. You can also step back a bit closer to the origin. All things considered, are you naturally compelled to put your attention into this relationship? This would be a yes or no question. Should conditions indicate a negative answer, act accordingly. Remember the other polarity, too. The relationship never needs challenge. All that you get to challenge is the nature of your spirit and its alignment with the people and places in your environment. As another key point in this situation, you are never free to question the intention of your partner. What they state either resonates with you or not. That's pretty much the baseline. There's nothing to argue. If you feel a lack of intent, you can not afford to let yourself be drawn to that flame.

Should you find your soul mate or spiritually suited partner, how do you deal with it? Any tendency to let the world know by shouting from the highest hilltop creates reactions of denial, reaction formation or "Boy, did she/he miss the boat on that one." It's for you to know. Your enthusiasm and joy is understandable. Such responses do not intend to blind your vision to evolution. At this moment all seems perfect. You'll change. So will your partner. How often will you make efforts to measure the change and verify ongoing agreement and compatibility? Slowly you'll discover that while the core of consciousness remains intact, some of the details and surrounding interests vary just a bit. Should you seek to make everything come back into perfect alignment, your soul interest likely feels a negative pressure from you. To avoid repelling expectations verify the strength of the common denominators and sanction the divergent numerators that each of you are. That's how it measures up. Your life becomes more than a fraction of what it can be.

A relationship to you is a purely instinctive matter. When something feels good, then advance. If a situation causes you hesitation, anxiety or resistance, show your high tail and the posterior view as you head on to the next summit. Your instincts require no justification. "Why?" simply does not get to be asked of the nature of the soul saving reactions. "Because," would be a sufficient answer. Here you realize that the needs of the soul require no justification prior to procurement. It is what it is. That's pretty much it. Anyone choosing to maintain a spiritual relationship with you needs to accept these terms. Your soul's agenda cannot be challenged. To ensure there's no confusion on the part of your partner between ego and soul, sort that out first. And if you keep getting challenged create a finer alignment and ensure no ego leaks occur. If that checks out, hang out with more receptive people.

It would seem that you give holographic hugs. When you wrap your energetic embrace around another person, it not only goes around them; it goes through them. You know on an atomic level that any emotional, intimate or spiritual interaction weaves the energy of the participants together. You also know that such intimacy occurs with the simple act of sharing food. You thrive on this knowledge. To ease boundary disputes between yourself an others, when you share such sacred encounters share your perceptions of what currently occurs between you and this other person. This knowing intensifies the interaction and reduces any inadvertent withdrawal after the fact. Withdrawal, intentional or otherwise, increases inner hunger and often pushes a person to do the energy fusion thing without clarity. As a hologram knows, your energy fits in between the energy of another person, not over, under or through. You're definitely through with those other energy-devouring ways.

In relationship, your standards are head and shoulders above the view of the masses. You insist upon a strong spiritual connection with a lover, business partner or collaborator. You have no tolerance for anyone feigning spiritual interest, then letting it go with the startup of the relationship. You'll ditch them. Your part in this is to effect complete clarity from the commencement as total expectation disclosure. Indicate your ideals. Hold nothing back. Reflect upon all the things that would make your interactive world manifest in realms way beyond idyllic. Say it all. Should you gradually increase the threshold of need once a previous requirement was met, your partner accuses you of making them jump through hoops. They're not completely off with the accusation. Get everything up front at the beginning. With a conscious start the evolution is more likely to agree with your consciousness.

More than likely you feel as though each and every person you enjoy in this life shared some other life time with you as a family member. Just in case those with whom you share this information do not share your philosophy, there is a way of making your point. You intend to communicate emotional openness, the willingness to do "anything" to help and that you're always available to share an ear and a warm beverage. This emotional willingness does come from a sense of familiar bonding. But how could you have had that many lifetimes, already? You really know how to weave your energy with that of the spirits of others. This conjures a familial feeling of warmth, protection and support. Enough. Truly, you have much to offer to those high on your emotional list. And you can place anyone atop that list at will. This fills you with joyful feelings and is not codependent because you truly believe you can help the world evolve one person at a time.

You're the, "I love you as you are," sort of companion constantly urging your love interest to come around to your understanding, interests or activities. Then the statement would not be true. You seek partnerships of impeccable compatibility. The effort looks like surrounding yourself with those who agree with you on all critical life points. Or you reach out to those who have no mind of their own and agree to agree no matter what. Ultimately, none of this sustains your spirit. You desire the challenge of mental and spiritual pushes beyond the known. You would do well to ask your comrades and companions to join you on these searches toward infinity. Otherwise you'll return with a newly found idea and attempt to do the conversion thing once again. Soon, you'll hear how you've grown apart. Since this serves no goal, include those who will go on the adventures you seek. Share the stories with good cheer around the campfire at night. Tell the stories to others with no agenda whatsoever. You love a good story. Life is worth loving.

Your emotional memory stands at the top of your list of assets. Funny thing, though, if you're questioned as to what you feel right now, you cannot separate it from other reactions from other times. You're not clear whether you felt this before - and if that affects you now. It's also not certain if you know how you'd feel if you were truly in the emotional situation you "sense" being projected at you right now by another person. The blur goes on. You can place yourself, with profound empathy, into any emotional scenario. Your ultimate task is to know the emotional place of another person while maintaining your own perspective without compromise. Remain cognizant of the truth that one reaction does not minimize the other. Of course, your priority is what you feel. Sensing the reactions of others can impinge upon this priority to some degree. Stay focused on the heart. One other thing: within your emotions lingers a burning urge to create. There can be no question - just get on with it.